tensed!!!!!!!!!!

how wish i could just go back to the old times which there were not much stress like now a days...
its just better to have it like last time not many wars,not many democratic issues,not much stress...etc
now man...i'm suffering from a nervous break down thats i can say...
near to a suicide case...
*sigh* more n more assignments for each sem,more blames from parents although i did not do it,more scoldings from parents...etc
wait till 1 day i'l soon step out from my home and just run free...
i just cant take it anymore...
how wish i could just fight back but i couldn't cause i'm consider the weakest among all in my family...argh...its just not fair....
how wish the world could just turn around in the right way...
and thigs will change to a better way...